the amount that can change in a matter of seconds makes me want to tear down the heavens that is the scariest part to lose your smiles or lose your heart if your life is mapped out for you then why so much structure? pulled from each end and not enough rapture no right or wrong answer only what brings peace deep down but is peace even possible through this mist of sound? could bring so much happiness to leave it behind but no one can predict if future happiness is what i'll find but why am i looking when i am still so fresh? you must decide which way your head will point in 20 years time living off a dream you planned in your prime is there anything out there that is simple in any way? anything that stays the same whatever you say? so carry on asking the same question either way turned i still learn the same lesson don't trust don't believe especially don't get attached always understand the worst and be well aware of the cracks isn't the answer just written on the page? maybe but there is more content when it's caged out of sight out of mind and ignorance is bliss but the right thing to do smacks my hand and breaks my wrist your opinions mean nothing so shut your mouth please or i'll feel so desperate i'll be on my knees wishing for a mutual mouth of unmistakable support and the truth laid out. who knows what i feel i don't even know myself.