blue skies are coming

i would be happier in narnia than i ever am here and the wastes of space don't even deserve my tears feeling rough down and how can i stand back up when the weight of disappointment keeps my shoulders stuck keep the negativity on track because positivity breaks backs up till 2am trying to decide a plan on how i can finally get a hand on where in this world i stand where in this world someone craves me where in this world you will save me too many titles being crammed in my head and i can't remember when i last peacefully went to bed watching what passes my mouth as appearance takes over reality comparison to who is heartless and full of adultery i told the stars i would be okay but they saw from the shakes that there is nowhere i would rather stay and no one else who makes me pray pray for luck pray for love pray more than a fuck of course not you moron they only want one thing but it is too naughty to say out loud so just watch out for the sting they're scorpions and nettles just waiting to attack and the only love left is the love of bleeding black naivety will not get the better of me will not wipe the smile off my face or crush the creativity been there done that and regret is what can be trapped but you live and learn but you still yearn and yearn to never make that mistake again are you kidding yourself or your friends.